9.07.2009

Forgotten

All my life I would go to a school and then two years later i would be at a different one. At first, it was easy because the feelings towards another person during that time was based on rather somebody would share some of their lunch with me. Those were just the fun days when life was about being the best at tether ball during recess. But as i grew older I began to realize the importance of my youth and try to cherish every moment of it. I want to make memories not good ol' times. I'm almost out of high school now but not quite yet. There's a reason why high school is four years.... because it's hard to leave people that will be with you forever and you have to deal with the fact that you may never see them again. I'm out here in Oregon without anyone from California and I can honestly say that.... I'm really missing the golden state and my golden people. But maybe, I'm being selfish. Why am I missing out or why do my friends have to move on with life without me? I guess what I'm trying to say is.... I'm afraid of the future. I'm afraid of having my name pop up and no one remembering me. I just don't want to be FORGOTTEN.

9.01.2009

Her

I'm in my last two years of high school and this is when us, teenagers, start to get serious about relationships and begin to look for the other half. There is one song that I have been listening to day in and day out and that song is Lady In My Life by Michael Jackson. This is how you would treat her, period. You may have not met her but you know who she is. She's....... HER. She's the girl who when you talk to her you hang on her every word recording her likes and dislikes so you can be her perfect man. We actually sit still and listen, lol. She doesn't have to say a word for you to appreciate her. Just with eye contact you know God has put your love in front of you. It doesn't take you 3 weeks to fall in love with her but 3 minutes. Her laugh, smile and all her flaws makes her perfect. When you see her you get butterflies and it seems like all the audio in the world silences and her voice gets that much louder. The most beautiful thing about her is what she should bring out in you as a man. She should make you want to smile all the time when your around her. She should justr make you conscious of how you interact with her and others. She makes you a genuwine person. That's her....