First Love Part 2

Now I wrote a post a while ago titled First Love. Back then, first love was a different love, it was when you went into a relationship so excited that someone would be into you of all people. I know it did wonders for me but after that ended, my biggest fear was never being able to feel that way again. I said to be open and ready for Second Girl and for awhile I didn't think I would ever find her. Second to me, wasn't going to be the next girl but the girl I have to settle for, Second Place. But check this out, to have a place system, you have to be in some type of competion that will eventually end. You shouldn't want it to end, love should not be a race to you because races end quick. Second Girl comes in the one second you wont expect it. Second Girl can be your first love. Now how the fuck does that work? When I was in kindergarten I learned that one comes before two. But you forgot the several denotations of Second and First. In terms of love, I want first place and Second Girl can be the one to do that. Second Girl, you wasn't supposed to happen but God added a second to my life so that the hours, days and years will never be the same.