Forgotten

All my life I would go to a school and then two years later i would be at a different one. At first, it was easy because the feelings towards another person during that time was based on rather somebody would share some of their lunch with me. Those were just the fun days when life was about being the best at tether ball during recess. But as i grew older I began to realize the importance of my youth and try to cherish every moment of it. I want to make memories not good ol' times. I'm almost out of high school now but not quite yet. There's a reason why high school is four years.... because it's hard to leave people that will be with you forever and you have to deal with the fact that you may never see them again. I'm out here in Oregon without anyone from California and I can honestly say that.... I'm really missing the golden state and my golden people. But maybe, I'm being selfish. Why am I missing out or why do my friends have to move on with life without me? I guess what I'm trying to say is.... I'm afraid of the future. I'm afraid of having my name pop up and no one remembering me. I just don't want to be FORGOTTEN.