Sometimes, people just don't know how much they mean to me. It means so much just to notice me and acknowledge the things I'm trying to do. And it's all genuine and that much sweeter. For those of you who went to school with me, it may seem a little weird to see me say those words but its the truth. For the longest time, I went unnoticed, unappreciated and I was truly hurt. And I owe it all to Eli for the man I am today. His death was a blessing in disguise. God was showing me how much of an impact one man can have and that he doesn't have to be famous. I appreciated my relationships a lot more after his death and its cliche but its the truth, you never know how much something meant to you until its gone. And in my case at the moment, I'm leaving a strong support group physically and in most breakups, its saddening, difficult, arduous and you tend to regret the fact that you didn't show enough appreciation towards somebody. With me however, I feel so blessed to see how many people have just expressed to me how much their gonna miss seeing my face, I'm hella badd haha. But seriously, to know I meant something is moving, its beautiful, its a blessing. And to my exs and all the girls that didn't give me the time of day a few years back, look at me now. You mad. I just want to end by saying thank you to everyone who opened up to me and allowed a little chocolate into their life haha.
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